Tears fall hitting against my chest like bullets. My chest burns with each one. All I feel is pain. Shame and gulit overloads me. Reality sets in like the next scene in a movie. Scene I can’t turn off or change. I ran to the end of the road. No road left, but the cliff jump back into reality. As I step closer to the edge and close my eyes I see the last of my happy memories. This need to be done I tell myself. I lean forward. I am weiightless as speed pick up the ground is running towards. I close my see to only see the last of my happy memories over the 3 years. The ground is here….(thud)