We are humans with emotions. When we are upset We say things we don’t mean. Its not right. Just cause we are hurt doesn’t mean we hurt the ones we love. I did and I should feel like shit just like I am now. People change but it helps when someone believes we are trying to change. When that one person stops believing it makes you feel that there is no hope for you. I was in that position and said something I didn’t mean to someone very important. But what I said out of anger was childish, immature and shows to that person that in their mind I haven’t changed. I am forever sorry. But I can’t take back what was already said. 😦